The missing piece

Looking for a person that constantly goes trough this pale feeling of emotional deprivation. You feel untouched or constantly not enough. Nothing seems to get you in those higher amplitudes of sensory excitement. Position where masturbation is not enough, everything is familiar and every breath is just one tick on the clock. Write to me, maybe i can change that. Not looking for immediate sex, i would like to do the longest foreplay ever with clothes on orgasm.